Expect Wonderful by Meredith Murphy

Energy Update: Spaciousness and a Loss of Identity

A lot of us, it seems are feeling quite different.  I have received notes from people telling me things seem brighter.  A good friend of mine on Facebook shared that when she was meditating (coincidentally, on July 7…more on that later) that she tuned in and everything was empty.  Now lots of us are feeling a huge passage taking place, and the intensity of things is seemingly much greater than before. 

I was talking with Shanta Gabriel today and we realized both of us are receiving emails from people expressing how “lost” they feel.  The emails I receive about this are from people who are typically quite grounded and definitely conscious about what is happening. 

So what IS happening?

We entered June expecting a powerhouse of energies, and the progression of the Eclipses and the Solstice, definitely delivered. 

What we had not bargained for is what that was paving the way for and what happened next…

As some of you know, I was guided to move to an area north of downtown Los Angeles in late May.  I was told this was to stabilize the San Andreas fault.  Of course I wasn’t told this before hand…I just thought this was my new home!  After I got there, and things got increasingly difficult energetically there—my cat howling, my dog unable to sleep at night, my neighbors yelling and my seemingly schizophrenic neighbor going off at all hours of the day and night, then I was informed.  !!  That I was here to stabilize the fault line, that I had brought in a Michael grid and that I was protected, but that it would be intense.  That once it was over I would know to leave and where to go…and so there I was in mid-June, not sleeping, feeling incredibly intense physical sensations of this discordant, disturbing energy in the fault line and not sure how long it would last. 

Welcome to a life of faith, Meredith. (!!)

Ending of the 4th World Hologram

With the last eclipse on July 1, Archangel Michael shared with us that it would be 5 days integrating this eclipse.  Without realizing the day/date, on midnight literally, July 5, I showed up at a friend’s house with my dog asking to leave him there that night—that I could no longer put him through the energy in this new house.  Two days later, in the wee dawn hours of July 7^th, I myself got up and thought, “That’s it.  I’m outta here.”  I packed up my cats, the litter box and their food and my pillow and went to my friend’s house.  I woke him up, announced I was here to stay and went to sleep.

Later that day I woke up and still that day didn’t feel too much better.  It felt like an extremely intense day.  The next morning I read a transmission from Judith Moore (www.recordsofcreation.com), a treasured member of my soul family, which spoke to the Mother Gaia now placing all her energy in the New Earth hologram.  Judith shared that she had tuned into the old Earth hologram on July 7 and it was empty. (Remember my friend's Facebook post the same day?) The energy had been withdrawn from the hologram.  In my experience this is the ending of the 4^th World hologram.  The dissolution of this will continue, but the energetics of Mother Gaia are now entirely placed within the 5^th World hologram and we have crossed over into this new world, almost without noticing.

Kind of a big deal.

I shared this with the Legion of Michael during our monthly call and we had a powerful and amazing experience.  The more we allowed ourselves to perceive and REAL-ize this, the more we amplified the harmonics of the New Hologram and moved into alignment with this.  So a lot of acceleration began to happen and many people--knowing or not knowing began to talk about this, and the word acceleration kept popping up.

The following week I was in Mt. Shasta, feeling inexplicably drawn back.  I thought I was there to find a house, but instead all kinds of energetic things took place.  I had a etheric visit within the City of Light in Mt. Shasta.  Archangel Michael and Saint Germain guided me and I received great infusions of light, love and clarity guiding me and my life as well as the bliss of this communion.

Shambhala Portal and Grid Established; Birth of Mother Shambhala

Then I participated in a powerful gathering, hosted by Judith, filled with amazing and experienced light bearers...an amazing group of people who all carry ascension DNA and felt we had to be at this gathering:

"Individuals were called to share this common vision. Each person was a mature light worker, healer and visionary. They all felt called and were highly supported by the guides and masters. The vision was to co-create through the space of harmonious community the shared energy that when focused with the portal keepers in Telos,and the Light Ships of the Star Family would open a multidimensional Shambala Portal to release Manna into the world grid. This portal was opened with the use of Light and Sound Harmonics." - Judith Moore

We experienced an opening and the flow and presence of the Sophia energies, and after the portal opening, those who could stay participated in grounding a New Earth Grid/Portal system in the Shasta valley, supported by our families of Light. 

During the Saturday of that event, we experienced HUGE powerful birthing energies.  I personally, along with 4 other people had highly visible energetic responses to this experience.  It was the most profound energy experience I have ever had and yet I was not afraid.  Just consumed by it.  My first thought once I grounded a bit—full grounding only happened yesterday—was that, “I don’t know who I am anymore.”  I was re-born—and not in the fundamentalist Christian way…but in a way I am still understanding.

I feel now that what was happening was the Mother Shambhala energies moved through me since I was willing.   I know I have been altered; I will never be the same.  I have lived many lives within this one life, but nothing on the scale of total transformation as this. It was a hugely powerful and mystical experience that continued in the days following. 

Prophecy Fulfilled

Then on the 24th of July, I transmitted the message, the 5^th World Prophecy is Fulfilled, which spoke further to all of this.  I was honored and awed to receive and transmit this message/energetic, as well as open a conduit for this energy to enter our planet...and I began to understand further what was taking place.

I received within a few hours, more emails than I ever get x10, from people sharing, “I know this,” “I sensed this and love hearing it,” “I totally resonate with this…”  It is so beautiful and heart-warming that many ARE sensing and perceiving the newness. 

But not everyone. 

Like most births, this one was quiet and beautiful and those present and aware are in AWE of it.  Those unaware are going on with life as usual, yet without knowing why, many are experiencing the changes in varying ways.  Those energetically tuned in but unaware were feeling it or aspects of it, perhaps without knowing why.

Ready for a laugh?

The hoot of all this is many of us thought we had to be perfect to ascend.  Despite all the messages telling us that we're entirely lovable now, how many of us REALLY thought that?  Guess what?  We are.  and now?  HERE we are.  We are on/in/experiencing the New Earth right now.  It happened.  Our ability to participate fully will unfold as we resolve the remaining duality within ourselves.  No wonder we feel a sense of spaciousness and a loss of identity. 

And what a huge cosmic love-hug, to see our benevolent Universe affirm our infinite new beginnings.  Meaning: we never get it done, this evolution and expression, this movement toward wholeness and light.  It’s eternal.  We’re eternal.  And even if we don’t know how to love ourselves fully yet—here we are, on the beautiful new earth—all of us together (the families of light and those physically present in all kingdoms) have supported Mother Gaia in birthing the New Earth and the New Earth Consciousness of Mother Shambhala. 

1,000 Years of Peace

And so we begin, what in prophecy has been called, the “1,000 Years of Peace.”  Is it 1,000 years?  I don't know.  I don't know if this is a metaphor or literal...but it's where we are: at the beginning, the dawn of this new amazing phase.

So the parts of us connected to the Old Earth hologram are experiencing enormously difficult dissolving energies.  Some are feeling physical pain even that is quite intense.  The duality in us, is now out of sync with our Earth.  In the past the Light Bearers were in a dense world and feeling how out of sync we were with things.  Now it's the light in us that is AT HOME, and all that remains of the old is what’s out of place.  So a huge quantum leap has occurred and your physical body, your emotional body, your mental body—all of your energies—are feeling this even if you don’t know why/what it is.

Even understanding what took place it took a long time for me to get grounded and for clarity to emerge...and it's STILL emerging. 

In addition, the WAY we are going to live now is also different so even though I feel more grounded, I’m awkward!  There is a quickening to manifestation that is actually confusing.  I ask to know things and then everything changes and then I feel a bit shaky as I try to keep up with my own leading edge and the HUGE amount of change I’m invited to allow as I come into alignment with and catch up with ME.

I received a second message, "Orienting to the 5th World of Peace," which begins to give us a sense of relating our sparkling newness which is burning off the old...!  And we will discover and create what is here and available and delightful and joyful and fun and perfect...together!

I offer some of my story of this time, as a way of sharing how I am seeing things, feeling things and being.  May it be of some benefit in giving you heart, joy, a sense of accomplishment, comfort, courage, delight, and most of all a profoundly awed sense of your own amazing participation in this INCREDIBLE THING WE’RE DOING/BEING!!

May it also encourage you to realize: our capacity to embrace all that has occured and to understand it has changed! And is growing.  This enlarged capacity supports and sustains the New World!

I came here, as we many many many have, to participate in the birth and creation of the New Paradigm.  And at last my purpose and life, have met.  Perhaps you too feel this way?  And with this I have to smile at my challenging moments: did I really think this would happen without HUGE parts of me feeling entirely different and as different, unfamiliar?  And thus this sense of disorientation so many have...at so many times in this unfolding!

KNOW

The Wholeness that became available on 10:10:10--the infinite eternal creation, is now fulfilled. 

As your read this you are affecting the nature of reality and the nature of what may be perceived in reality!  You are creating new possibilities for collective understanding and awareness.  In doing this you are living in the harmonics, the time frequency the vibration of the New Paradigm, the New Reality, the 5th World of Peace.

This experience is awesome.  Pure and awesome.

So I encourage you to feel okay about a sense of disorientation and allow you own newness to be what it is--which might feel startling and at times even scary, or overwhelming. 

In these moments I encourage you, I remind you my friend, to simply call forth the wisdom within you, to soothe yourself and to connect with other members of your Family of Light. 

Then wait...for what I notice emerges, as clarity returns and the experiences integrate and ground, is ENORMOUS excitement, strength and an incredible force of energy aligned with purpose.

Human consciousness and Cosmic Consciousness are in harmony in this vibration and the capacity for Oneness available now is exponentially expanded, intensified and accelerated.

I LOVE being here, now. 

Never have those words carried more meaning.

As Archangel Michael reminds me, Party-Time!  Woo-hoo.

NEW game on.

 

Energy Update: Peace thru Anchoring the I AM Presence

Alert!  Major waves of light coming in! 

(As if you needed the announcement!)

These first few days of December the energy infusions are coming in big and strong.  It all feels very beautiful and expansive, yet it's challenging to "do" things!  There's lots of inner stuff going on that's taking up most of my focus and energy.  There's tremendous transformation and shifting taking place beneath the surface of things in our lives and a really delicious love-filled energy surrounding and flowing through us.

The Earth is really amping up her frequency and as we are increasingly one energetically and plugged into the expanded crystalline grid, we are more and more affected by her lead. 

This is ideal! Earth is paving the way for us.  Generous and giving us an opportunity to realize and appreciate the unique relationship we have in co-creating and being one with this living beautiful planet!

How to orient to all this?  We can find peace while experiencing these incoming waves of light, by moving into harmony with ourself.

We can move into Peace by creating a clear and harmonious mirror between our expanded I AM Presence and our outward conscious expression in human form. 

Find grace by harmonizing with YOU!

This "coming into alignment" is one of the major themes this month; the 10-10-10 energy of the I AM Presence anchoring in our experience with the 12-12-10 portal and the December Solstice.

We are moving more and more into the domain of oneness, wholeness, on the bridge of authenticity.  This is what creates peace: harmony with our own energetic expansive-ness!

It's also what brings us more and more into alignment.  Alignment is important because energetic alignment removes obstacles to energy flowing, which liberates joy and manifestation!

So rest easy.  All is well and you are Being all you need to be!  Allow your true self to flow without restraint and enjoy the relief!

Tune in and let go!  Feel and BE the love that you innately ARE!  I AM.

 

 

Part 2: Emergence of My Crystalline Geometry; Experiential.

My energy deepens and widens.

I go slowly within this sensation—for it feels gelatinous!  Soft, accommodating.  Substantial and supportive. 

I know without form, my energy is radiant and moving.  I see myself, as a dimensional energetic field of spinning geometric forms and it makes me cry to realize my true nature.  I am knowing myself as my lightbody now—I see it when I close my eyes and as I do tears roll down my cheeks.  I feel a broad, low vibration humming—a perpetual rumble beneath me, as in my foundation, rolling over itself it cycles and undulates.  I feel this sound as form almost—in that I know it has a shape, a unique structure and way of being.  Perfect and ever changing.  I am continually attuned to this.

The harmonics of life are being felt more.  My crystalline body cells are becoming highly informed by the incoming gamma rays; the light broadcast from the great central sun, colliding with matter in our galaxy, resulting in gamma rays carrying information; the initiation of my own genetic strands is being triggered and remembered as this light as information is contained within the electrons of my crystalline form; downloaded from the crystalline earth grid.  I am increasingly in an energetic and structural relationship with my own galaxy.  The personal submits to the planetary and the galactic, informed and sharing a cosmic DNA, a cosmic light and information which substantiates, and harmonizes our continuous evolution.

Within light there remains no remnant of duality.  Increasingly my body becomes this light—as my cells shift from carbon to crystalline, and in doing so are able to both receive and store the transmission of information as well as reflect it from my very being in radiance, in light.  My broadcast alerting others, awakening dormant codes perfectly timed to be activated in this NOW, for the sole purpose of re-membering our divine nature while residing energetically within a human focal point; within a perfect galaxy of contrast and free will.  Oh!! The expansion we will create!

I celebrate our awakening!
I realize the choice of my physical body as a glove I place on with love, so that I may open a cold doorknob, hold a wild bird and free her from a trap in the snow, stand outdoors in the cold and breathe in crispness and still inside my glove the hand is warm, soft.

These layers of our experience provide opportunities to feel and express.  From this arises inspiration and beyond this?  A new frontier of perspective.  Infinite.  Glorious.

The pedal tone of life steadies me, guides me, IS me.  And as I AM, and am harmonized with and experienced in silence, in stillness, in movement, in creativity—I feel both this undertone and the newness and it is within this entirely spacious, eternal, safe, adventure of self-expression that I find joy.

 

11:11 Multidimensionality, Sacred Geometry and New Beginnings

What does 11:11 mean?  Many of us have been seeing this number combination for some time now.  We know it means something.  We feel the energy of it in a magical way; it's captivating, this sense of meaning hidden in the geometry of these numbers.

For many, 11:11 has served as a wakeup call.  Nothing is, after all, random; the world and our lives are FULL of signs and symbols.  Order IS.  Seeing this number repeatedly to the point where one begins to seek understanding and wonder about the meaning of it, has led many to consider the reality of their true nature: as spiritual beings having a human experience, and to begin consciously participating in their own evolution.

As we understand the multidimensional import of such patterns, it becomes easier to see how this has taken place.

We are energy.  Numbers and sequences of numbers have an energetic quality and essence, like music or sounds--all of which are vibration; which when organized and coherent are beautiful and transmit meaning through experience and through content/information.  This information comes directly through the "melody" of such "music" and also our cells receive overtones we cannot even comprehend with our physical senses.  We internalize the intelligence and structure of this energetic transmission holographically. 

All-That-Is transmits waves of energy in wholeness; expanding and changing wholeness. 

These waves exist in a completeness that is received and then revealed in alignment with divine timing.  Many of us have had this experience of only understanding things later, or in hindsight, or with further information and/or change.  Or from a different perspective!

The symmetry and structure, the "song" of 11:11 is affected in part by it's own contained blueprint and also by the spiral return to this configuration in different locations in time and space.  We approach 11:11 this year in a particular collective version of the unified field, and for each of us--unfolding our own expanded lineage as is perfect and appropriate--we receive the specific messages and it's overtones, as our "hearing" allows.  Our expectations, beliefs and focus also create and influence the unified field; thus altering instantaneously the wholeness which is transmitted and continuously known.

The numeric pattern of 11:11 is a sequence of codes.  These energetic structure communicates directly to our DNA.  At a cellular level we receive these incoming energies that are more available and affected, in particular, because of the timeline shift of the 10-10-10 triple Stargate.

1 is a magical number: a number of wholeness, unity, and new beginnings.  1 tends to primarily be associated with pure, positive energy!  Consider what 1111 means in terms of the amplification of this energy!

In addition, for those Lightworkers participating in the collective movement toward expanded consciousness and the creation of a civilization based on unity and love, 11:11 cannot help but create within us an anticipation and hope for the triple date Stargate of 11:11:11.  This date, along with the 10-10-10 Stargate we just experienced, and the 12:12:12 Stargate two years from now, are enormously powerful points at which our cultural and energetic templates may jump to new, more expansive and love filled versions; tipping points in reality!

Recently I channeled a message from Archangel Michael while completing the Monthly Infusions, and he speaks to this unfolding:

55 ... The Crystalline Earth Grid 88 is infusing you with waves of Divine Knowing flowing since the 10-10-10 Stargate.  All resistance to self-love and identifying with your expanded state of being are arising, which is challenging to all in different ways.

2 We are already preparing and progressing toward the December Solstice Alignment 333 and preparations are underway to elevate your body structure as fully as possible to receive the powerful energies that will come forth at that time, and in the month of December in general.  33 There is a need to continually integrate the specific transmissions of light for they build upon one another and as your Lightbody is stretched it is increasingly tempered in its ability to hold more light and to shift to a crystalline form

The 11:11 Stargate will find us having a clearer sense of our Divine I AM Presence.  More and more we are becoming familiar with this newly expanded aspect of our energy. 

We are moving into a continually expanding experience of our nature; multidimensional.  We have become more aware of the elemental earth energies, and have moved into a perspective that allows us to see the duality of the 3rd dimension.  The fourth dimension initiates us to Unity Consciousness, the fifth dimension to our own divinity.  The sixth?  Sacred geometry.  All of these dimensions exist simultaneously and becoming a conscious multidimensional being is about learning the qualities and cultivating the frequency that allows access to the creative energies within these dimensions.  As a planet we are aspiring to shift to a 5th dimensional home base frequency.  As individuals, we can explore many of these dimensions as we continue in our ascension journey of expanding consciousness.

11:11 is a powerful stargate in which our focus influences the potential shift of the Earth's timeline and the dominant experience of reality may be refined and further transformed by collective focus.

The New Reality Transmission taking place on 11:11 is an inspiring manifestation reflecting the expanded focus on collective co-creation and the belief in the value of such an endeavor. 

More and more as each of us claim our Divine I AM Presence, we will be drawn to collective co-creation; for collaboration is powerful and a lot of great change and learning is accomplished when we come together.

Whether you are new to considering such things as powerful days of alignment, transformation and collaboration, or familiar and full of anticipation for these amazing moments of converging energy and focus, you and your choices upon that date, matter.

Each of us carry divine unique energy within our physical body.  We each came to Earth with particular mixes of DNA in our lineage; specifically chosen--planetary, cosmic, and personal--for participation in this legendary moment of Earth's collective move toward a new dimensional level and the reinvention of our civilization and culture to reflect our new ideals and informed by wholeness.

Honor yourself on 11:11 by taking seriously and with dignity, your own presence. 

Choose in some way to pause and contemplate the things you value most, and how you would create a New Beginning or a New Earth based on the highest ideals you have for beauty, order, love, unity, balance, harmony, oneness and in recognition of the divinity of each other being sharing this planet with you, as well as the planet our home, herself.

Your own vibration, the geometry and sensibility of your "song" and how you choose to focus it have more impact on this day than you may realize.   Claim what is yours to create. 

Likewise, if you're willing to receive the infusion of this new beginning; this holus-bolus transmission from the Unified Field on this particular spiral point revisiting the 11:11 energies, then say so: declare you're open and willing and wish to receive and integrate and with ease.

New Beginnings.  We're creating one right here, together.  Awareness is collective; we all draw from a common unified field.  The direction of life is flowing from duality toward Unity and Wholeness.  Be aware what direction you're looking in, thinking about and thereby creating.

At this intersection of the known and the unknown, is the essence of every NOW.  As you evolve so does the Universe evolve.  As we identify more and more with our collective awareness we move increasingly into freedom!  Love!  The more you act knowing your influence, your "song" is heard everywhere and affects everything, the more alignment, inspiration and ease you experience.  Ironic but true.  It's a bonus!

Assume today is going to feel new.  Be unique.  That you will feel at peace.  That you will know harmony, that love will show up in a surprising way.  That something amazing is taking place that YOU are an important part of.  That you will discover something beautiful about yourself.  That you will feel profoundly whole and connected.  And that all of this could be the start of something entirely new.  And big.

Namaste.

P.S.  If you find this message, or learn about all this AFTER 11:11?  Guess what?  Time is just a construct of our dominant reality.  You can access this point just by intending to.  Everybody's in.

 

 

Learn Allowing by Giving the Olive Branch to Yourself

I am feeling very good lately. 

I don’t know exactly what all has shifted, but a lot has.  The active part from my conscious end has at the root, a deepened commitment to exploring the ways in which I love myself/or NOT, and uprooting all the little ways I don’t do what exactly is appealing to my inner self.  The other thing is there has been an enormous increase in acceptance—of self, of others--which means just letting them do and be and say and act however and just not letting it interfere with me at all.  Often with people close to me who seem to be bent on repeating the choices that got them things they didn't want, this means "Acting as If" I don't notice this recurrance!  Which by and large often means not saying anything and practically ignoring all kinds of stuff until I learn to have more grace!  Regardless, it's working. 

The thing is: I realized that if I believe (as I do) that life is PERFECT, lacking nothing.  As am I.  Then at any given moment this is, indeed true.  Right?  Which means if there is anytime in which I'm not feeling this--it's ME--it's not that it's not true.  So its up to me to harmonize into this vibration and find that feeling so I can know and relish life as it is.

This means if I am irritated that what I want that I don’t have isn’t here--I AM out of sync with LIFE.  I'm at war in a way with life, myself and the Universe.  (Yuck!)  Guess who needs to budge here?  Me.

Assuming and responding to life as though all is PERFECT...that life is showing up in the perfect way in the perfect time is easier said then done (obviously) for anyone who has attempted this energetic entry to “allowing”. 

Yup—that’s what it is, really ALLOWING.  And when we get good at it, we realize it's more than allowing, it's RECEIVING.  We’re receiving.  We're been given to, abundantly!  In each and every moment!  

Let's explore some of the simple awareness that is involved with being in harmony and peace with our lives...check in and see if you have these feelings at least daily, and preferably repeatedly throughout the day.

Here goes...

I AM alive.  I have this amazing body in which my spiritual vessel exists.  My body.  Wow.  How I love this body?  It goes right on doing everything and knowing how to, without my direction.  Even when in the past I didn't like the way it looked very much or the way it felt.  It goes right on, not being difficult, but being a wise, tapped in way for me to experience LIFE on EARTH.  I know you think this is basic and take it for granted.  But how can we take this for granted?  Isn't it everything?  It's HOME.  Without this we would not have a home.  So instead of feeling frustrated that I don't know "how" to buy a big Mediterranean style house yet in Pasadena that also has a studio for painting and a pool, I'm going to LOVE my body for being my home.  Loyal.  Devoted.  Hard working.  Self-repairing.  Excellent.

I AM breathing.  I am effortlessly being supported by mother Earth and the beautiful trees around me who produce oxygen in spades so I never feel out of breath unless I'm stretching myself physically and that's not about available oxygen.

I AM profoundly LOVED.  All-that-is is flowing love to me all the time if I just allow myself to know that I am innately worthy of everything and I choose to believe and experience this.  When I KNOW I AM profoundly loved (which I do) I feel SO good!  SO happy!  I am alive, breathing and in the world flooded with LOVE...excellent!!!

Now what?

I AM impulsed by my desires which give my life orientation and direction!  I can trust these impulses entirely.  I don't have to figure life out!  Everything that feels good to me is something I can trust.  I don't even have to understand it.  How cool is that?  I can just allow myself to be led by my inner voice and watch the mystery of how the Universe makes my life amazing happen without me figuring it out!

I AM in perfect harmony with everyone else! The universe choreographs all of our inner impulses and as long as I'm following mine and letting everyone else do their things I AM totally free!  And I live in absolute peace and harmony!  Things flow into my life with ease and I am able to enjoy living in a peaceful world and a peaceful Universe.

Guess what?  No one else needs to participate for any of this to be the way you experience life.  So you've heard all of this kind of stuff before and the Law of Attraction/Allowing bit isn't working?

I can confidently say that the only reason we get the results that feel like our life is "not working" is because we're NOT allowing and enjoying, we're noticing how much our life is not working.  Abraham-Hicks says all of this so often, diversely and well, and it's simple.

Simple?  If we're unhappy with life we're not allowing.  If we're trying to figure stuff out with our brain by analyzing the problem and deciding what to do we're not being divinely inspired and led.

It's subtle to notice this and make the shift--for it's really lots and lots of small shifts.  You have to pay attention to YOU.  Not anyone else, nor what they say or do, but to you and how you feel about YOU and YOUR LIFE.

I discovered my own personal trick to getting in this space because of one very deeply held desire I have: I want to do what I want each and every day without exception.

That might appeal to some of you?

So this is what I discovered.  To have a sustainable life--meaning one in harmony with the world, one which I can maintain easily and without negative impact on anything or anyone and for me, with ease, I have to first and foremost make peace with life as it is.  RIGHT NOW.

So (and now we're getting to the good stuff--money and all) if what I want is to be self-employed as a writer/channel and do what I am inspired to do on a daily basis, I have to live that way right now.

Which for me meant in the beginning entirely altering my standard of living until I could organically grow the lifestyle I wanted BE-ing ME.

Ironically it happened rather organically.  I had mercury poisoning and was sick for a couple of years.  That'll get you down to the bare bones!  I spent my retirement, my savings and eventually had to declare bankruptcy because I didn't get well that fast.  Then I got well and I started over.  But when I started over I chose to only do things that were, for me sustainable.

Which means--things that feel innately me to me.  Stuff I know I can keep up because I love it.  Stuff that if I decide I want to change it I can and it's only up to me.  And I refused to take my monthly "nut" (the amount of bills I have monthly) and let it get big and stress me out.  I want to first of all experience receiving money from my business.  I can and do receive things in other ways, but I enjoy the experience of making money from my work.  So my lifestyle had to adjust to the income that I know how to manifest right now--what came easily and reliably.  Which at the beginning was practially nothing.  Which was fine--because it lets me grown as I'm inspired without feeling pressure or a need to "make money" to pay bills.  I create things that I offer for money because I AM inspired to experience these things!

So I simplified, organically.

I think this is happening to a lot of people I know.  Only it doesn't feel like our choice when it begins.

It's some kind of combination of ascension + blueprint emerging.  Our inner life is coming forth.  We get activated.  We need to go inward.  We need to spend time alone.  THAT is what will make us feel aligned and good.  So we get that--however it shows up.  Which is often through getting fired, laid-off, business declining, or health issues. 

Then we get tired of all this instead of seeing that we're being led to a sustainable life of ease and joy, peace and love, creativity and YES, abundance!

As we go through the process of integrating more light, and letting go of so many things, we have the opportunity to choose to live this life of ease.  We create this anew by truly considering what we are capable of enjoying and appreciating!

Moving toward a simple life is not about deprivation.  It's not about denying ourselves what makes us happy.  It's about awareness.  For me it is about getting rid of things that no longer contribute to my happiness.  It's about making sure my outer life--the way I create my experience in the world--is truly aligned and balanced with my inner life.

The result?

I feel SO rich!  I am abundantly resouced!  I have all my days to myself.  I'm 48 and I can do whatever I want all the time.  Okay--I don't have the ability to put my dog in a private jet and shoot off to Italy for a vacation.  But do I want that?  Not sure--hadn't thought of it until now.  Sounds like it might be fun.  If I get to some point where I'm really certain this kind of thing would give me profound happiness, I am confident it will show up.

I live in luxury.  I have the most wonderful office.  My work connects me to cool, interesting people.  I make more than enough money to pay all my bills on time and in full plus.   I have money to buy clothes, the high-end face cream I love, get my hair done and go out for dinner when I feel like it.  I took a 4 day vacation in July and went to the Ritz in Pasadena, stayed in a private suite and just wrote and ordered room service.  I buy any book I want and treat my cats and dogs to organic food.

The point is, somehow, I've simplified.  I'm even considering getting a different car when my lease is up.  Not because I can't pay for it, but because I've realized it's just too much car for me--considering I work from home and don't drive too much (as in 14K miles in 3+ years).  I think it would be fun to have something that was about transportation, good mileage + fun design.  So instead of my luxury SUV I'm looking at VW convertable bugs!  They're so cute and fun.  And I have to wonder when I got so serious about cars?  My resources are being re-allocated and flowing toward what gives me really deep pleasure!  Some of that extra money from the car will likely go elsehwere--vacations, or maybe it's time to start saving for a house with a pool or on a lake or wherever I decide I want to live next.

Somehow in this process of simplification I did the thing I always encourage other people to do: I leaned hard on the universe.  And guess what?  The Universe came through--in spades.

During my time with mercury poisoning I had gifts and friends who supported me in ways I could not have imagined.  One dear friend even took out a dental loan to pay for the proper removal of all of my fillings (10+) and has continued to pay off that debt to this day, just happy to be able to help me.

I am no longer buying Manolo Blahnick sandals for $545 like I used to.  Or shopping for Dana Buchman suits as I bought in Chicago during my consulting days.  I don't get a massage at Burke Williams every week either like I used to.  I don't live in a high rise on Lake Shore Drive, or go shopping just to see if I find something I like.  None of these things interest me anymore!  In fact?  Some of them even seem boring to me!   I've changed.

What I love now is how deeply involved in my life I am and discovering the things that do have bang for me--what gives me really deep happiness, makes me laugh out loud often and what is truly fun!  Those things were wonderful before, but they don't give me the buzz they used to. Truth is?  I'm too busy having fun WORKING because work for me is all about what I'm learning and sharing and I love it!  I wear jeans every day and a white tank top underneath a sweater or t-shirt.  Scarves and cashmere come out in the winter--but I have a couple of beautiful ones, not 20, and as a result my closet stays organized which I love!  I wear UGGS and Birkenstocks because I adore them and they suit me.  I love jeans from the Gap and have two pair I rotate. 

I play with and walk my dogs out side everyday.  I spend time in the mountains.  I eat lunch on my front porch in the sun amidst flowers and amazing beauty.  I rendezvous with friends or lie on the couch and have lengthy conversations over the phone in the middle of the day then take a nap.  Sometimes in the middle of the day I take a bath.  I cook for myself and enjoy growing herbs on my porch.  I sleep deeply at night when I feel tired and wake up when I want to.  My life is entirely my own.

It's perfect.

And more than perfect.  It's satisfying.  Deeply deeply satisfying.

I have ideas.  Things I'd like to experience that are new for me.  I'd like to learn Italian.  I loved learning Greek which was hard, but this one I suspect will be easier, and a trip to Italy at the end would be so much fun!  I keep seeing pictures of Maine and I've never been there and am sure I would love a road trip there with lots of hiking. 

I also want to finish my book and have the experience of connecting with my perfect agent, getting it published and seeing my life change with that and from that new platform imagining new stuff to create.

But amazingly...I now, could no longer care less when all this happens.  I know I'm a timeless, eternal being having a beautiful and perfect experience in this human body and focus of Meredith.

I AM blessed.  Grateful.  And allowing.  And the Universe is listening...and I'm receiving more all the time.

I invite you to explore in detail what ways you are not at peace with your life.  It's the doorway to allowing.  And it's so much easier to open then you might think.

So many of us have changed so much and are still changing!  It's time: make peace with who you are NOW and let all the old things go.  Which also means the "things" that feel like a burden or hard to sustain.

Choose instead to live a life totally your own, that’s perfect and in alignment with your vibe as it is RIGHT NOW.  However your life is right now is facilitating for you the perfect experience. 

Make peace with life...by making peace with yourself.

Most of us are at war with our inner, most beautiful selves, day-in-day-out!

Yield.  Cry "Uncle," and give the olive branch to YOU.  The relief and joy that are available to you will blow your mind.  Which will be helpful--then you can just listen to your heart.

All love to you,

Meredith

Old Paradigms and those immersed in them...

Increasingly, it will be clear what has served us and been part of us building a wonderful new foundation and what has been simply a giant distraction! It's increasingly difficult to be loving as we wish to be with situations and people immersed in the old paradigm--which feels empty to us. Only that which feeds our soul by allowing us to serve the ideals we hold will feel right and welcome in your experience anymore...

It is a challenging time of enormous clearing...try to find the still spot within yourself and watch it all go by.

Realize we have drawn this moment into creation.

Love yourself deeply, trust...and LET GO!

Devotion to the ideals of Unity Consciousness and Love is needed here and now.  Remember--we've chosen this alternate timeline of the New Earth, the fifth dimensional experience of the Law of One.

Stay focused. BE love & light.

I AM Alive!

Together we are initiated.

We become oriented to this present-day epoch, the fall of global civilization as it was known and the RE-awakening of a brand new form of consciousness...

The Earth is going through tumultuous changes; as are we. We are moved to take care of life, not things. To trust our feeling center and let spirit guide us to a our new home (literally or metaphorically)...

As we learn to trust that the Earth is working WITH us, that we can follow and be led by the Earth, we learn to trust ourselves. Herein is our relief: trusting ourselves. Trusting the Earth. Participating in this auspicious time and this amazing, albeit challenging, rite of passage.

We also find relief in community and as we live closer to the land, breathe fresh air and feel alive. We discover deeper laughter and relationship together; and a greater value flows into each moment of life. Communities which can meld thoughtforms, making dreams and visions together leverage the great power of interacting as a group.

It is essential that you value yourself on this journey, that you trust your contribution and know it is needed and vital.

Initiation is a passage through which you learn to trust, let go and change.

The initiation is to get on with something vast, multidimensional, unknown...and to master it.

Imagine yourself under an open sky. Be uplifted. Be yourselves.

(photo from Rainbow Treehouse!)

Discernment Part 2, and some Ascension Observations

Hello Everyone~!

I felt it was important today to write a bit about discernment. 

Although I did this before, it seems timely to do so again, and to perhaps expand a bit and give more specific examples.

Here goes...

Yesterday I was sent a certain channeling by a number of different people.  It struck most of these people quite strongly in that it claimed that the last day to decide if you're going to 5D was the Solstice.  It also spoke of a giant tear to the "membrane surrounding our field" done by Archangel Metatron.  The other point stressed throughout this message, was that everyone would have more then ample time to make a decision of they wanted to go to 5D, from the beginning of this choice period which was described as from June 15-21.

Okay.  So that's some of the information in this message. 

Now.  I am inspired by various sources--some channels consciously, some message from the Universe which comes in the beautiful synchronicity of things like a song on the radio or opening a book to the perfect page and seeing a validation of what you're thinking/feeling...

What's important here is that I VALIDATE this.  I feel a sense of knowing and rightness like I could bet my life on it and it seems solid and absolutely real TO ME.

That's the discernment I'm talking about in general.  Particularly these days when more and more people are opening to channel and there are lots of sources of information and inspiration.

I feel very fortunate that my inner sense of knowing as well as my bullshit meter, as it is sometimes called, works well.  I also am very clear when I channel, I know when I'm getting it clearly or when I need more clarity or I've missed it. 

Not all of us are like this.  Part of how life unfolded for us, somehow got us oriented outside ourselves and we don't have yet the confidence and clarity we desire in our inner knowing center.  It's just a fact.  The same way my boyfriend doesn't know it's his stomach growling when it happens in our bed at night--he's pretty out of touch with his body in a lot of ways.  

We can change this though, by intending and learning to listen to ourselves.

It's important to know that not all "channeled" material is from the highest perspective.  Even some very devoted channels may not be capable of bringing through the clearest information.  And what we are capable of channeling is reflective of our own clarity and grounding.

So, some channels are not clear.  Which doesn't matter really, because even though for example, I feel confident in anything I share with you as a message, you still need to discern the message for yourself.  Don't trust it just because it comes from me, because it's "channeled" or because someone else liked it.  Decide for yourself

Discernment involves your gut/or your heart-center plus your mind and your larger knowing.  It often for me involved energetic resonance.  I feel elevated, open hearted and free-er when I read love-filled divine and high-frequency information.  It elevates me.  If it makes me feel not-good about me, scared, or worried, it's got a fear-vibration going and that's not high frequency energy!

When I read channeled messages, they may not resonate with me because they're not for me, or not for me right now.  That doesn't mean they aren't useful or accurate...or it might mean they're not accurate.  I have to figure that out myself.  The Pleiadians, who are kind of playful, are often open about the fact that they sometimes tell you something which isn't true, to later tell you something more true.  ? Interestingly, the message will feel "true" to me even if I don't fully understand it, which I know means it's energetically interacting with me beyond my consciousness.

I often get notes about "Why are these messages so hard to understand?" Or "I don't trust stuff if I don't understand it."  Well, that's the mind talking.  And I'm pretty sure about a couple of things.  One, that understanding the universe beyond what we've already experienced IS going to challenge us.  :) So roll up your sleeves, get out your dictionary and print out that message that calls to you that you don't quite get.  Also, I'm completely sure that the messages are so much more than word, as said below--they interact with us energetically and beyond what we understand, as much of life does!

The point is we have to trust the quantum aspect of life and that we encounter a message, which is MORE than a message--it's energy in form--and it recognizes each of us individually as a reader.  !!  Amazing stuff huh?!  I think so too.  So the message says, "Oh!  It's Meredith...let's let her have what she needs right now..." and the same thing happens when I allow myself to open and greet the trees, the grass, the sky, a rock or a mountain, or just the energy of the air and the day.  When I'm awake and paying attention the world opens up to me as does my own body. 

So cultivating a sense of knowing what's in alignment, true and right for me right now, is imperative.

So let me share my thoughts about this particular message, which by the way I don't resonate with pretty much at all.

What I do resonate with in this longer messages for those who've seen it:
-Yes, we're tired a lot.
-Yes, a lot of energy came in the first weekend in June
-Yes, dolphins and whales hold frequency for us
-Yes, this summer is intense and a lot of astrological aspects are in store

What I question/don't resonate with?

1)  If there is this major tear in the membrane of the Earth's field...how come no one else is channeling this?  What about Tyberonn a major and clear Archangel Metatron Channel?  Why isn't he or anyone else receiving this message, especially if it's affecting us SO MUCH???

2)  If there is this HUGE important thing happening, this window in which we have to choose 5D or 3D and its so important...and EVERYONE IS GOING TO KNOW ABOUT THIS AND GET TO CHOOSE...again?  Why isn't anyone else getting this message?  And if I were this channel and got this message, and noticed no one else seemed to be getting it and it felt absolutely clear to me--I would be broadcasting it to the high heavens BEFORE these dates.  Why is it only being shared in a subscription/paid only email message? 

Perhaps this message is right on.  Perhaps it's right on for some of us.  Maybe certain messages only reach those of us for whom they're intended.  ?  There are endless versions of life and perhaps not all of us are having the same Ascension experience.   That's probably true, anyway.

I notice that there are some who paved the way long before my DNA codes were activated.  I was going through a lot of this long before I had any idea what it was.  I think the major changes started for me about 20 years ago...but recently I realized I had activation expiences as a kid.  And a major one which opened me to the Archangel Michael's energy in 1984 and prepared me for the harmonic convergence...long before I started formally channeling which only happened a little more than a year ago.

Each of us is divinely coded and our DNA is activated by place, by tone and word, by contact with a person sometimes, by the collective energies reaching a certain point. 

The veil between our 3D world and our linear and local perspective and a multidimensional awareness while here on the Earth is thinning and for some of us, it's been permeated.  As we begin to experience, FROM WITHIN, cellular memories of our other parallel life's surfacing, it's thrilling and disorienting.  What to do with it and how to live?  That will be our next adventure...and hopefully we can use this space to share and talk about how we're doing this.

I love knowing each of you as I do.  I welcome further contact and sharing.  The forum has become an incredibly open space, with deep sharing and contemplation going on daily.  I feel blessed for the love and radiance of those of you who participate there.

In the forum there are some who have taken the time to join and yet never comment, write or even introduce themselves.  Yet I see their presence and it's like being on the sidelines, observing others and watching/absorbing and not begin willing to open up. 

My dear friends, it's time.  The time for doing things alone is long over.  It's time to come out into the open (and the forum is totally private!) and share and be seen, loved and encouraged.  And also dare to allow your light to activate and encourage others.

Love and light in abundance!

the Human Race... a deeper look.

I find receiving this beautiful video, music and message so affirming and filled with love.  My inner knowing is spelled out in this.  I find that heart-opening and wonderful!  Enjoy!

Awakening to Our Own Multidimensionality

My friends,

I write to you today feeling courageous and filled with love.  The Earth continues on her beautiful ascending arc toward fifth dimensional orientation, and the reunion with her original aspirations and function within the higher realms of love and light and information.

I join her in the ascending process and as such bits and pieces of my own higher self emerge.  This is our journey and as more love and light come into our being/body as information, we become empowered and our understandings of things enlarge.  Even the past is re-made and re-understand, also to be thought of as RE-ASSEMBLED! {Smile!}  Meaning the re-emergence of things, or the manifestation and comprehension of new things by a recombination of existing components but seen from a different perspective: emergent forms!

Each of us has had moments of this kind of remembering and as we continue on our path of spiritual awakening, we will begin to look at this moments of accessing our own multi-dimensional experience with more clarity.  We will recognize that things which we have at times "dreamed" or "imagined" when we slipped into an alternate focus for a minute or two, were instead glimpses of our own multiple selves in alternate or parallel dimensions, with which we are always connected and yet increasingly we will become aware of these other perspectives which are also us, and we will begin to live knowingly from an expanded understanding of ourselves.

This week I channeled a message which explicitly speaks to one of my other focal points: Naeshira.  This particular lineage is within the Pleiadian family and also blends with my focal points of experience which participate in the Family of Light.  In "Bringers of the Dawn," the Pleiadians through Barbara Marciniak tell us: 

"The Family of Light comes from a particular kingdom of consciousness.  Many kingdoms of consciousness exist.  Kingdoms of consciousness are fancy words for a concept that we would like you to grasp.  Within the kingdoms of consciousness there is a likeness of energy, and there are many kinds of kingdoms of consciousness."

As we begin to remember our other lifetimes--as some have discovered by past life regression for example and then their own being resonates to this and they know perhaps that it is, or some of it is, accurate--we begin to operate from a higher frequency and to understand the bigger picture of existence and our experience from within our human vessel at this focal point reading this message!  How amazing and astonishing, how mysterious and expansive life is.  We can only begin to glimpse and appreciate all of this.

And yet, this is NOT nothing!  Glimpses of things are a beginning to expanded understanding.  As our frequency rises, as we encounter light coming into our experience and it increasingly finds within our bodies a means of anchoring, our human bodies change.  As a result of increased light = information, we feel more empowered and we can live and focus our energy and our thoughtforms with a larger understanding and perspective.

I do not understand all of my multi-dimensional relationship with Ashira.  I do not even understand the implications of what I do know to be true.  Similar to when I channel a message from the Archangel Michael--I know when it resonates that I have transmitted accurately the energy he wishes to transmit.  I know too when I have not done this and I have a sense of it not being "right" and I ask for clarification until I know--that inner knowing we all have--that I've done so properly.  Even knowing this, I cannot begin to understand the quantum level of communication that takes place when this messages connects with a reader.  The energy in the message knows who is reading and the transmission is unique to who reads the message.  This is far beyond my control and yet I can be an accurate translator and trust in this.  Again, how beautiful and mysterious.

We are called increasingly into inner knowing.  To cultivate and with courage explore ourselves and trust what we know. 

My experience is not alone.  I am sure there are others who sense and know some of their multidimensional self--in glimpses or in whole big pieces--and this will continue to happen in our world as our frequency as a planet and individuals rises.

I share this with you today to open the doorway to this with honestly and awe.  I am a human being.  From a more expansive view, I am a spiritual being having a human experience.  From an even more expansive view, I am Naeshira born into a human body to participate in the Earth's aspiration to ascend as a member of the Pleiadian Family of Light.  I am also a channel for the Archangel Michael with whom I have worked many times, in many forms. 

We each have multiple story lines like this.  Begin to claim your own.  Begin to know yourself as more than this point of focus.  You influence universes moment to moment and the awakening to these multiple avenues of creativity and experience are becoming more known in our awareness on this amazing ride on the ascending energy arc!

As we embrace more and more of ourselves we begin to truly know our divinity.  I am sure these ideas are heretical to some.  But I know them to be true.

Have courage and remember there is much within the nonphysical realms to assist you and that each of us has our own blueprint and plan to evolve into.  And together we are part of a global blueprint and global consciousness.  As we each live our function, our very energy and vibration will trigger and awaken that blueprint in others.

As we claim our inner knowing we empower others.  We make new pathways as we begin to broadcast who we are.  We awaken in waves, so that there is order and harmony.  We are being invited to stretch.  What you do with this invitation is up to you.  But as I said in my earlier message, when I shared that "I am a bringer of the dawn..."  I AM ALL IN. :)

Love and Light to you,

Meredith