Energy Update: Spaciousness and a Loss of Identity

A lot of us, it seems are feeling quite different.  I have received notes from people telling me things seem brighter.  A good friend of mine on Facebook shared that when she was meditating (coincidentally, on July 7…more on that later) that she tuned in and everything was empty.  Now lots of us are feeling a huge passage taking place, and the intensity of things is seemingly much greater than before. 

I was talking with Shanta Gabriel today and we realized both of us are receiving emails from people expressing how “lost” they feel.  The emails I receive about this are from people who are typically quite grounded and definitely conscious about what is happening. 

So what IS happening?

We entered June expecting a powerhouse of energies, and the progression of the Eclipses and the Solstice, definitely delivered. 

What we had not bargained for is what that was paving the way for and what happened next…

As some of you know, I was guided to move to an area north of downtown Los Angeles in late May.  I was told this was to stabilize the San Andreas fault.  Of course I wasn’t told this before hand…I just thought this was my new home!  After I got there, and things got increasingly difficult energetically there—my cat howling, my dog unable to sleep at night, my neighbors yelling and my seemingly schizophrenic neighbor going off at all hours of the day and night, then I was informed.  !!  That I was here to stabilize the fault line, that I had brought in a Michael grid and that I was protected, but that it would be intense.  That once it was over I would know to leave and where to go…and so there I was in mid-June, not sleeping, feeling incredibly intense physical sensations of this discordant, disturbing energy in the fault line and not sure how long it would last. 

Welcome to a life of faith, Meredith. (!!)

Ending of the 4th World Hologram

With the last eclipse on July 1, Archangel Michael shared with us that it would be 5 days integrating this eclipse.  Without realizing the day/date, on midnight literally, July 5, I showed up at a friend’s house with my dog asking to leave him there that night—that I could no longer put him through the energy in this new house.  Two days later, in the wee dawn hours of July 7^th, I myself got up and thought, “That’s it.  I’m outta here.”  I packed up my cats, the litter box and their food and my pillow and went to my friend’s house.  I woke him up, announced I was here to stay and went to sleep.

Later that day I woke up and still that day didn’t feel too much better.  It felt like an extremely intense day.  The next morning I read a transmission from Judith Moore (www.recordsofcreation.com), a treasured member of my soul family, which spoke to the Mother Gaia now placing all her energy in the New Earth hologram.  Judith shared that she had tuned into the old Earth hologram on July 7 and it was empty. (Remember my friend's Facebook post the same day?) The energy had been withdrawn from the hologram.  In my experience this is the ending of the 4^th World hologram.  The dissolution of this will continue, but the energetics of Mother Gaia are now entirely placed within the 5^th World hologram and we have crossed over into this new world, almost without noticing.

Kind of a big deal.

I shared this with the Legion of Michael during our monthly call and we had a powerful and amazing experience.  The more we allowed ourselves to perceive and REAL-ize this, the more we amplified the harmonics of the New Hologram and moved into alignment with this.  So a lot of acceleration began to happen and many people--knowing or not knowing began to talk about this, and the word acceleration kept popping up.

The following week I was in Mt. Shasta, feeling inexplicably drawn back.  I thought I was there to find a house, but instead all kinds of energetic things took place.  I had a etheric visit within the City of Light in Mt. Shasta.  Archangel Michael and Saint Germain guided me and I received great infusions of light, love and clarity guiding me and my life as well as the bliss of this communion.

Shambhala Portal and Grid Established; Birth of Mother Shambhala

Then I participated in a powerful gathering, hosted by Judith, filled with amazing and experienced light bearers...an amazing group of people who all carry ascension DNA and felt we had to be at this gathering:

"Individuals were called to share this common vision. Each person was a mature light worker, healer and visionary. They all felt called and were highly supported by the guides and masters. The vision was to co-create through the space of harmonious community the shared energy that when focused with the portal keepers in Telos,and the Light Ships of the Star Family would open a multidimensional Shambala Portal to release Manna into the world grid. This portal was opened with the use of Light and Sound Harmonics." - Judith Moore

We experienced an opening and the flow and presence of the Sophia energies, and after the portal opening, those who could stay participated in grounding a New Earth Grid/Portal system in the Shasta valley, supported by our families of Light. 

During the Saturday of that event, we experienced HUGE powerful birthing energies.  I personally, along with 4 other people had highly visible energetic responses to this experience.  It was the most profound energy experience I have ever had and yet I was not afraid.  Just consumed by it.  My first thought once I grounded a bit—full grounding only happened yesterday—was that, “I don’t know who I am anymore.”  I was re-born—and not in the fundamentalist Christian way…but in a way I am still understanding.

I feel now that what was happening was the Mother Shambhala energies moved through me since I was willing.   I know I have been altered; I will never be the same.  I have lived many lives within this one life, but nothing on the scale of total transformation as this. It was a hugely powerful and mystical experience that continued in the days following. 

Prophecy Fulfilled

Then on the 24th of July, I transmitted the message, the 5^th World Prophecy is Fulfilled, which spoke further to all of this.  I was honored and awed to receive and transmit this message/energetic, as well as open a conduit for this energy to enter our planet...and I began to understand further what was taking place.

I received within a few hours, more emails than I ever get x10, from people sharing, “I know this,” “I sensed this and love hearing it,” “I totally resonate with this…”  It is so beautiful and heart-warming that many ARE sensing and perceiving the newness. 

But not everyone. 

Like most births, this one was quiet and beautiful and those present and aware are in AWE of it.  Those unaware are going on with life as usual, yet without knowing why, many are experiencing the changes in varying ways.  Those energetically tuned in but unaware were feeling it or aspects of it, perhaps without knowing why.

Ready for a laugh?

The hoot of all this is many of us thought we had to be perfect to ascend.  Despite all the messages telling us that we're entirely lovable now, how many of us REALLY thought that?  Guess what?  We are.  and now?  HERE we are.  We are on/in/experiencing the New Earth right now.  It happened.  Our ability to participate fully will unfold as we resolve the remaining duality within ourselves.  No wonder we feel a sense of spaciousness and a loss of identity. 

And what a huge cosmic love-hug, to see our benevolent Universe affirm our infinite new beginnings.  Meaning: we never get it done, this evolution and expression, this movement toward wholeness and light.  It’s eternal.  We’re eternal.  And even if we don’t know how to love ourselves fully yet—here we are, on the beautiful new earth—all of us together (the families of light and those physically present in all kingdoms) have supported Mother Gaia in birthing the New Earth and the New Earth Consciousness of Mother Shambhala. 

1,000 Years of Peace

And so we begin, what in prophecy has been called, the “1,000 Years of Peace.”  Is it 1,000 years?  I don't know.  I don't know if this is a metaphor or literal...but it's where we are: at the beginning, the dawn of this new amazing phase.

So the parts of us connected to the Old Earth hologram are experiencing enormously difficult dissolving energies.  Some are feeling physical pain even that is quite intense.  The duality in us, is now out of sync with our Earth.  In the past the Light Bearers were in a dense world and feeling how out of sync we were with things.  Now it's the light in us that is AT HOME, and all that remains of the old is what’s out of place.  So a huge quantum leap has occurred and your physical body, your emotional body, your mental body—all of your energies—are feeling this even if you don’t know why/what it is.

Even understanding what took place it took a long time for me to get grounded and for clarity to emerge...and it's STILL emerging. 

In addition, the WAY we are going to live now is also different so even though I feel more grounded, I’m awkward!  There is a quickening to manifestation that is actually confusing.  I ask to know things and then everything changes and then I feel a bit shaky as I try to keep up with my own leading edge and the HUGE amount of change I’m invited to allow as I come into alignment with and catch up with ME.

I received a second message, "Orienting to the 5th World of Peace," which begins to give us a sense of relating our sparkling newness which is burning off the old...!  And we will discover and create what is here and available and delightful and joyful and fun and perfect...together!

I offer some of my story of this time, as a way of sharing how I am seeing things, feeling things and being.  May it be of some benefit in giving you heart, joy, a sense of accomplishment, comfort, courage, delight, and most of all a profoundly awed sense of your own amazing participation in this INCREDIBLE THING WE’RE DOING/BEING!!

May it also encourage you to realize: our capacity to embrace all that has occured and to understand it has changed! And is growing.  This enlarged capacity supports and sustains the New World!

I came here, as we many many many have, to participate in the birth and creation of the New Paradigm.  And at last my purpose and life, have met.  Perhaps you too feel this way?  And with this I have to smile at my challenging moments: did I really think this would happen without HUGE parts of me feeling entirely different and as different, unfamiliar?  And thus this sense of disorientation so many have...at so many times in this unfolding!

KNOW

The Wholeness that became available on 10:10:10--the infinite eternal creation, is now fulfilled. 

As your read this you are affecting the nature of reality and the nature of what may be perceived in reality!  You are creating new possibilities for collective understanding and awareness.  In doing this you are living in the harmonics, the time frequency the vibration of the New Paradigm, the New Reality, the 5th World of Peace.

This experience is awesome.  Pure and awesome.

So I encourage you to feel okay about a sense of disorientation and allow you own newness to be what it is--which might feel startling and at times even scary, or overwhelming. 

In these moments I encourage you, I remind you my friend, to simply call forth the wisdom within you, to soothe yourself and to connect with other members of your Family of Light. 

Then wait...for what I notice emerges, as clarity returns and the experiences integrate and ground, is ENORMOUS excitement, strength and an incredible force of energy aligned with purpose.

Human consciousness and Cosmic Consciousness are in harmony in this vibration and the capacity for Oneness available now is exponentially expanded, intensified and accelerated.

I LOVE being here, now. 

Never have those words carried more meaning.

As Archangel Michael reminds me, Party-Time!  Woo-hoo.

NEW game on.

 

Comments

[Petra Lange]

thank u for sharing this, Meredith...i ve never been so calm and relaxed when such a big shift happened...I feel so in peace ( only my body hurts often during sleep) and it feels like all the old stories, which I thought I am, are being removed....no need anymore..just beingness and yes, no orientation, but some intentions happen very quickly, almost in an instant...
and I had some weird stuff going on...like a miracle..
lots of love, Petra

[julie]

so does this explain why i get days that it feels like my whole nervous system is shaking so fast and my heart feels like its gonna burst, it scares me and i get to scared to sleep

[Karen De Zwart]

This makes a lot of sense to me...I feel as though I am a newborn learning how to be. I realize all the old ways are of no use to me now. Old patterns and beliefs are leaving being replaced with love and light. It is all so very amazing... wonderful. My body needs extra nurturing, love and care while going through this process of renewal. So it is.

[Ieshia]

Holy cow! So THAT'S what that shaking thing is. I KNEW something was going on...just not what exactly. And the back of my head in the morning...ugggh....now maybe I just need to remind myself (again) to NOT resist! LOL

[Laura Gates]

Thanks, as always, Meredith for your honesty and transparency with what is going on with you so you can show us the way! I have been feeling a lot of internal shifts and wondering how this is going to manifest around me... holding that gratitude for what is but open to what will be and allowing that, not limiting all that is possible to come through me. All I keep thinking is Hang on there sister, this could be a wild ride!

[Karen Fischer]

I have sensed big changes were taking place, and even those (unawakened) around me have looked puzzled at times.

"Now, it's the Light in us that is AT HOME" ... The greatest words I could have ever imagined hearing...

[Sheri Grant]

I LOVE IT, Party Over Here!!! Woo Hoo!!! Thanks Girlfriend for being You! With each breath brings more clarity ~ Yippee! LOVE, JOY & PEACE TO ALL!!!!

[ZOIA SHI]

Dear Meredith,
Thank you for sharing your feelings and all the things,
you have gone through. I have read it all with a very
warm feeling in my body. Thank you so much for doing this
work. Love, Zoia

[Theresa Stafford]

Thank you for explaining to me the feeling I experienced on Tuesday the 26th of July: Disorientation and later deep sadness accessed and released that day thanks to a medicine friend. The next day I was still processing it, then on the 28th I received word that my father had passed. End of an era for me, now moved to the larger context of the Beginning of the New Dawn and Age of Peace. I move now on to my work in the world, whatever that is, freed on my heart of all burden of familial guilt: all cleared up and ready to go.
Party time indeed.

[Karen]

Meredith,

Back from a kayaking trip that was quite an eye opener. Lots of activity for this blue girl. Funny how some standing right next to me could not even see or hear me. Thank you Michael for the reminder, and for the visit explaining to me what I already knew. It's always good to have the validation. Bye to the party poopers!

[Bree Sullivan]

Hi Meredith, thank you, thank you for just being you and expressing you!
I have been feeling very out-of-soughts lately with alot of self-esteem issues rearing AGAIN...outta, feels like nowhere...after doing years of work on it and coming fully into my power again, then back out again then back into it again...now has been feeling back out again!
But...I did a meditation this morning, went into my pyramid of light ( I have been very slack lately and very un-grounded unable to even get myself to be still enough to meditate (the thing I need most). I felt better after doing alot of releasing through this meditation and commenced doing a few inspiring concious message readings that are coming through. I got to your above reading and after only a few lines into your message had an overwhelming surge of emotion, like a gushing waterfall and all this grief came out! It was incredible...
I was reading how you moved to your new area...and didn't realize that you were actually there to do a 'lightworker job' of stabilsing the energy there...and you would be told when you were done and it was your time to move somewhere else and you'd know where to go.

This just hit home fro me 'big time'....where I finally realized I have been feeling self-concious and "looked-down-upon" (again) for being "un-stable" and moving shifting myself and my daughter too much. We found our beautiful home, where we are right now...about 6months ago...however I'm already being told that we will be shifting again in 2012! I have always known this is my gypsy spirit and I feel free-er and more alive than ever...like a rolling stone gathers no moss...I just didn't realize I was taking on (being influenced) too much again by the old traditionalist/old world viewpoint of work- with a stable income, stay put in the one place and be a pro-active clone of the old world!
Thank you for reminding me I am perfect just as I am...and I am guided exactly as I need to be, where I need to be, there is no shame here, it is 'working' for the love and highest light. It has sometimes felt like a very trialling and (physically) lonely road at the top (as in the choice to evolve and live conciously from the highest intentions of higher vibrations) often never supported by eyes around me...but you are one of the beautiful souls reminding me i am still on the right path. Love, light and blessings to you Meredith xxx